Whatever is sacred, I feel it in canyons,
these earthen temples to surrender—
such holy architecture
with their deep and ancient silence
And if you don’t
know how to pray,
then perhaps you are doing it right.
What can be more holy than this?
The ground beneath our feet,
the stories we carry from one day to the next,
the fluency of rivers as a reminder of something
rather than nothing.
Door of forgiveness that’s never locked.
Door of dreams. Door of god.
Door of contentment without a knob
that can only be entered with empty hands.
I am writing not to send you light,
but to let you know you are not alone
in the darkness. I am here, too,
scribbling with no sight, no certainty
we might find we are held
by strands of birdsong, by the even beat
of eagle’s wings, by the blue moonlight
that reflects off the snow.
the window lets the light change
so every time you re-enter the poem,
it feels different—familiar, but new
It’s not true our hearts are our own—
they’re symbiotic as meadows in spring.
The heart exists for who grows in it.
After thirty years, she knows
he will speak with his mouth full.
He knows her stomach will gurgle
in the silence before they sleep.
We lie in the dark
and speak about anything
but what I ache to speak about.
Easier to be the one
who is gathered into
the field of darkness
by night’s great hands
Today grief is a long steady rain
like the letter that doesn’t come,
the one I would carefully slit open
and slowly unfold
As if, with open palms,
I could pull this beauty
inside me and carry it with me
until I give it to you—