I am like a child who has wandered off
and doesn’t know the way back,
or an old man, disoriented, not even alarm
crossing the blank canvas of his face.
Man, what an induction you gave me,
rolling that joint of fresh Sumatran grass
on the little deck of a longhouse
overlooking Lake Toba
the day ticks inexorably by with its seepage of light, and I note the stirring in the air
as neither warning nor blessing
If you tell the lie, tell it slant
but with a direct gaze, with utter conviction…
I did the only humane thing left
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