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An uncle of mine was in the Klan,
but I was never told his name
because the Klan was trashy,
according to my grandmama
and a clutch of aunts and nieces,
who playacted châtelaines
and spent their leisure reading
glossy magazines like Vogue,
lunching at the Garden Club
(with a glass or two of sherry),
and giving of their time and treasure
to worthy Christian charities,
but I had my suspicions,
and the uncle I suspected
was a vicious man, especially so
when drunk, though the distaff
tried to spare me family tales
of shameful late-night escapades
because they thought me sensitive,
but my granddad had the notion
to get me laid, thereby curing
that affliction—I was twelve.
We’ll go shoot dove, he said,
and afterwards, well, he knew
someone young and pretty,
and winking, cupped his hands
upon his chest, and I winked back,
dimly knowing what he meant
while he slipped me 30 dollars.
The next day I faked sick and kept
the cash along with my virginity.
And so that Georgia summer
with my mother’s family passed
while I spent the afternoons
playing in the shade of trees
or ensconced in that shadowed house,
reading Uncle Teddy’s trashy mags,
like Argosy and For Men Only.
He had a taste for lurid stories,
but no trashy Klansman, he,
just an alcoholic who found Jesus
on the wagon and stayed there
15 years until, calm as a saint,
he shot himself in his basement
at 3:00 am where he kept
my granddad’s taxidermied kills,
skins, heads, horns, and tusks,
a suburban charnel of the wild,
splattered with blood and brains.
And how did all that come about?
Did he wake up in the dark
thinking, oh hell, what’s the point?
and with no answer imminent,
go downstairs, slow and quiet
so as not to wake his wife,
to get his fancy .45, plated chrome,
ivory grips, and bang, his wife
wakes like a corpse in Revelation,
his wife who would’ve joined
the Klan if she’d had a chance
but didn’t because, as she explained,
her husband was a pussy, a mousey
little pussy, and when I asked,
“why the Klan? why not the D.A.R.?”
she said, “it’s that horrid man,
James Brown” (he lived close by)
“and all his friends—they need
to leave.” Then as if to make us
right-as-pie on all accounts,
she said, “please, you must have these,”
and handed me a hippo-footed
humidor, a scarab trapped in amber,
a lapis Buddha, and my uncle’s
fancy gun, packed with tissue
in a box, my name in sharpie
on the top, but now they’re dead,
all of them, my quiet cousin,
gay and decent docent of stories,
last to go. I sowed his ashes
on a shadowed Southern green,
a gem among the rubble, only son
of the uncle I thought might be
the Klansman, and rightly so
it seems, because beneath the bed
he died in was a suitcase filled
with pornographic photos, letters,
and a diary, and stuffed inside
a sack, a hooded robe, so frail
it tore when handled, redolent
as death, blazoned with a cross
burning inches from the heart.
Copyright 2021 Edison Jennings. First published in Blue Mountain Review. Included in Vox Populi by permission of the author.
Edison Jennings lives in the southwestern corner of Virginia and works as a Head Start bus driver. He served thirteen years active duty in the U.S. Navy. After separation from the Navy, he completed his education and began teaching and writing. His poetry collections include Intentional Fallacies (Broadstone, 2021).
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