Nearly fifty years ago,
in the wreckage of my first marriage, I lit
a tall white taper, prayed that my husband
would return to himself, keep our family intact,
a prayer that disappeared in the dark vaults
In Dante, some stanzas so blaze with light,
reading them, you feel your pupils constrict.
It’s like walking along the shore, ocean
flashing on your left, sun straight ahead
flooding your eyes
He made smoke
Circles in the air
He put the ashes
Into the ashtray
Without speaking to me
Without looking at me
The day you passed away, I stumbled
along icy sidewalks, searching for any
sign of you
I studied bees, who were able
to convey messages through dancing
and could find their ways
home to their hives
As her parents see it, caring for Claire is part of the job of being parents and something they do gladly…
The love my partner and I share is a book we’ve read many times.
He’s unaware he’s built
like a bowling pin,
that his shaved head shines
like Mr. Clean and everybody
stares when he waddles
I want to ask: Would you bow
to the blown-open peony, its petals
strewn like slips of silk in the grass
after last night’s storm?
no one seemed to accept
or understand I love Jesse,
that the way he will never fit
in the world reminds me of me
How mothers, lovers, nurses & hotel maids,
backs aching, have bent over beds for that last
swift tidying.
After churning all night
I wake to see the sun star
In the window, its perfect
Blossoms full of light
I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are dead — but I still want to comfort and take care of you — and I want you to love me and care for me. I want to have problems to discuss with you — I want to do little projects with you.
Pipo often talked about fallen friends, their final, frozen, empty vision, almost as if he were feeling his own demise. He was close to and a cousin of Fanfan the Savage, but he was not an active gang member, and should never have died.