What is death,
but a letting go
of breath?
Where did he go, that autumn, when he chose
The chaste, faint ideogram of ash, & I had
To leave him there, white bones in a puzzle
By a plum tree, the sun rising over
The Sierras?
I will rebirth her on banks of the river of life.
Only I have to wade through the river of thorns
while she sleeps.
I am her country and her lagoon.
Okay,
God of crib death
and dirty needles,
of heroin and fentanyl,
God of twisted steel
burning beside the road
oh Danny boy
who is no more
he whom I loved
My own people, once stalwart as the stars,
must now weep as we, their stunning progeny,
disappear like shadows
into the cracked cement of sweet America
rock the baby in our arms
so mom can sleep in the next room,
hours sliding by like gentle ghosts
What do I know?
Anna with red wings that opened for me and hovered over the houses of bullies.
She is dead now too.
I’ll give up and lie,
promise, that yes, his friend
will be back tomorrow.
you watch a burning city
from far away
and notice a pigeon flying towards you
gaining speed
pulling the sky’s edges with it
Let the day open so wholly
to light.
Life’s too fragile
to waste on money or importance,
handing over the hours that will never
be returned to us.
you, old poet, gone, whose lines I often
say aloud against the ocean’s constant shush
Though she is dead
she is buying me a car
and this buying makes her happy