Light puddles over the old floor planks, then climbs
the wall behind his place in our bed, & glows there.
Past noon, slow shadows douse that light & push it
out of the room. As if they knew he won’t come back.
If the soul had a written history, nothing would have happened:
A bird would still be riding the back of a horse,
And the horse would go on grazing in a field
After we dropped dirt
on my father’s coffin
the long line of cars
drove back to the house.
A friend of my sister attended the reading—
sat in the back of the hall—coming forth only after
everyone had gone.
Another dawn. Fists in my pockets, I head east
into this street of bungalows
as if I belonged here, among the hundred windows
lit one by one
The day you passed away, I stumbled
along icy sidewalks, searching for any
sign of you
Is it true the distance between atoms
is proportionate to the distance between stars
and the world we know is mostly empty space?
You are the rosemary I add to the soup:
how you pressed pungent bristles
between thumb and finger
the emcee said at the start
of the evening, “Here we are killing
sadness,” and the music did take the sting
out of the night
How long has Earth floated in her salt dress?
When did her bridal gown crystallise,
weighing her down like an anchor
inside a dead sea?
As if overnight, the flowering pear tree
is flowering. A froth of white.
her father sitting alone in his underwear
having stripped off his blackened clothes
and leaving them on the back porch,
white skin of his legs, black dust on his face
What is death,
but a letting go
of breath?
Where did he go, that autumn, when he chose
The chaste, faint ideogram of ash, & I had
To leave him there, white bones in a puzzle
By a plum tree, the sun rising over
The Sierras?