My father taught me:
You have to break the bones
To get to the heart
Mother stands by the stove, waiting
to serve. Father has tamped down
his anger for the night.
Bean once told me, he never
hit a woman, as if it was a big
accomplishment.
On Ending Dreams of Revenge in Israel, Palestine, and Elsewhere
Marge has run again, hiding out
at one neon motel after another
with her three small children.
What do I know?
Anna with red wings that opened for me and hovered over the houses of bullies.
She is dead now too.
When she said,
this wasn’t supposed to happen to me,
a tray crashed—I heard someone laugh
(at my own failed marriage?)
The novel takes a hard look at how children who endure growing up in dysfunctional families, suffer dire consequences and are left to a lifetime of personal struggles.
In a neighbourhood rife with racial tension, a local girl falls for a recent immigrant who is the victim of prejudice and shame.
He would give her something to cry about.
If she knew what was good for her,
she would do something with her hair.
Was my father’s leftover stuff the key to who he really was?
From the table I selected a Big Book:
“The more hopeless he feels, the better.”
You opted for the straight fuck, lust with no intimacy & mind-game mystery, even though you tried to please. I loved dearly the illusion you were, mannish boy as John … Continue reading →
If I had been a ten year old stranger
and you had tripped me in a dark alley, say,
downtown, instead of our mutual living room
I’m sure I would have screamed.