In 1964, my father and uncle
loaded the U HAUL and we left
Bed Stuy with all the other white
people and moved to Long Island.
Along Ancona’s hills the shimmering heat,
A tropic tide of air with ebb and flow
Bathes all the fields of wheat until they glow
Like flashing seas of green
Always after dinner, Yao, who memorized almost all of Beethoven’s musical pieces, played Moonlight in the living room.
Mike Davis grew up Catholic, bullied by rednecks
in Fontana, a place he later called, with affection,
that ‘junkyard of dreams.’
That was the summer of the unrelenting wildflower smoke.
I grant you refuge in knowing
that the dust will clear,
and they who fell in love and died together
will one day laugh.
Performed by Wienananda, a group of Sahaja yogis in Vienna.
Where are medicines for vengeances, where
are cures in what palm of whose open hand.
It could be a religion, this relish—
what’s left over,
fall’s last stand
before the death-breath of frost.
I drift into the sound of wind,
how small my life must be
to fit into his palm like that, holly
leaf, bluejay feather, milkweed fluff
On the outstretched arm of a pinwheel galaxy
and doomed to be free. Into the bonfire
the vanities, as into a cave
the light.
The day grew hot; the yard
held the heat until the late shade
gathered it. Deep in shadow
the ghosts convened
I drove silently in the night
into the heaving hills of Los Angeles afire, so close now,
not knowing if there would be a way through
On city streets, the homeless unfurl
their sleeping bags like hungry tongues.