He made smoke
Circles in the air
He put the ashes
Into the ashtray
Without speaking to me
Without looking at me
It’s our turn, they escort us around
each section as if we’re in prison
I dug a grave under an oak-tree.
With infinite care, I stamped my spade
Into the heavy grass.
The body attacks itself, realizes the futility
in compensation, as the spirit expands
over the horizon. I am old, and yet…
Pinecones linger. The neighbor’s dog
pees on our shared fence.
and when the light catches up with it, I catch myself
and throw myself into the depths
Who can remember all the selves stuffed into the miraculous
sack of skin?
When they were little and not yet anguish
we nurtured our griefs,
we coddled them,
said there, there, things will get better.
There’s a particular light when fall days die
What moved us, perhaps, was something like
what moves the calling of these robins.
And to set fire before heading on
Is also to say it does not matter
Which part is played
But that it gets played.
I shall find room enough here
By excluding myself; by excluding myself, I’ll grow.
How the classics speak to these days of fear, anger and presidential candidates stalking the land
Where I come from
it’s bad manners to speak of death
except in dead metaphors.
Carmen, the shop assistant, slender and kinetic as a twig in wind,
scrubs my hair. Says how she waxes herself, down there.